You're My PoisonI'm dyingThe pain seeps throughClutching at my heartRipping it to shreds,You merely watchPretending you're not the cuaseSeeing me die slowlyEvery time you leave me,But you returnAs you always doSlowly sucking the poison outThat you yourself placedAnd i begin to forget,Just for a moment,And fall back into love with you again.And with every kissEvery time we fuckEvery second i spend loving you,I feel the poisonSeeping back into my heartAnd with everytime you leave mei begin to die againWhile you pretend not to see.You're the poison and the antitodeMy killer and saviourThe reason i want to liveWhile i slit my wrists,You're my poisonMy andidoteAnd my addictionAs i continue to drink you inAnd choke you down
You Gave Me A StarLast night you gave me a starA resplendent little lightYou made it a surpriseHiding it behind your thumb all nightSo I wouldn't noticeThe new twinkleIn our night's skyTill finally"Without further ado"You whispered to meAs you showed meOur own little islandIn a sea of darkness and wonder."Make a wish"you smiled bashfully"Its your star after all"And I wishedI wished a million timesOn that tiny lightThat one dayI might be able to give youAll the stars in our sky.
Only My ImaginationI can see you, your short brown hair your big brown eyes your smile that always gives me butterflies.I can taste you, savory on my lips tangy in my mouth sweet on my tongue. I can hear you, your calm breathing next to my ear your steady heartbeat against my chest your soothing voice.I can feel you, warm against my skin cool to the touch burning with our joint passion.I can smell you, your cool masculine musk your fresh clean skin hair your strong spiced deodorant
She has those hushed winter lungs"Silence equals Death"Gash out my confessions,push me to the edge of miseryso I can screech out the truthbefore my voice attacks my essence.I made my heart weak and left myeyes stained on my shirt; I'veaccumulated verses of agony, butmy vocals cords are tangledwith fear.You never stop sinking yourresistance into my neck andnow I've grown silent & frozenbecause I murdered myself behindwalls of memories.
Dancing a PrayerWildfire in my veinsSweeping Burning InvigoratingDance, child, danceHeat washes over meBonfire blazing Inviting CompellingCan’t you feel it?Starting in slow circlesSwaying to the drum beats Turning ReelingThis is your offeringI dance out my prayerIn the sweet summer night Remembering ThankingKnow I dance with youFor I am the blood and breath within Always touching Never partedHere in this place, we are one.Loki, I stand on the edge of desire Dancing my death on the funeral pyreSet me aflame, love, and I’ll burn for you
Five Dads Five Dads In this life I've had 5 dadsA story behind each oneIn this life I've had 5 dadsAll of them claimed to call me sonThe first couldn't control his urges or desiresSo he grabbed a women, and by force I was siredTo this day I look in the mirror,and I see the scars of his pastI was a child never wanted, it was never meant to lastThe second took me in, when I was cast outHe raised me and loved me, till a new wife came aboutI guess it goes to showThat with affection you never knowWhat is real and what is fakeEven if a young boys heart is at stakeThe third was a savage, that claimed protection and comfortSo my mother took him in, but only pain did he contortThe first month was great, everyone was happyBut then quickly the beatingsEnded every dream that was sappyAs the police car pulled awayMy heart laid shattered and brokenBut the story does not endThe fourth nightmare must be spokenHe claimed to be a man of honor and respectBut when he was
Things I'll tell you when you're older.The monstersdon't fit under bedsanymoreand neitherdo we.
Facing ForwardThey don't know who I amThey don't know what I've gone through And even when it hurts And even when there is pain I wonder ifIf They could Survive the sameTheir words may stingAnd Their laughter may Make me Cry But there's no way thatI'm going to let Life pass me by And people may talk And they might judge But it's who I am Who I was meant to beAnd nothing Could ever take that away From me
Free Spirit Fail SafeUnhinged, the floodgates collapseThe waters weighed so heavily on them that in the dark of nightdo they unwillingly liberate the transparent stillbornunto the dry soil once adjacent to the gates.Two clocks tick, their gears turning at the uneven tempoUnwound, rusting to a screeching halt on the command of the flood.Time stops at the hinder, And neutrality dies on impact.What a sight as I close my eyes,Late at night when energy dies.Taken to flight my psyche then flies.Do as one might, the cold sweat brings about my cries.Fighting my fight, in where my imagination liesThe withered flowers ashen and in bloomBe my soul to cower, from the ever impending doom.Two clocks tick, one my own and the other my fate.The flood arrives to consumeand to the end does the time die and go black...Open my eyes to the dark if nightAn abyss before me to lay back down...down where the floodgates come unhingedand my imagination lies.
The VowsWe stood at the altarIn the fresh aesthetics of springYou took my hand in yoursAnd slid on that fateful ringI wore a fair dressClothed in a flurry of whiteThe poison smileOn my wedding, the only blightSo beautiful it wasMy dress stained redOur passion unbiddenI took off your headWe promised loveTill death do us partAnd it shallFor your head, take my heartMy dear, my darlingForget me notHonor our righteous vowsAnd love me till I rotBlissfully contentWe vowed foreverLet my loveBury us together
By Hatred My OdeThe largest thorn of the thicket comes constant to my side...My attempts to remove have only placed in through my hand.My prayers are weakened as I am bound by pain.By hatred my ode to you, is but a psalm to them all...All whom can relate...all whom can hate.Find me, my grace! Lest you hide from my dark passenger,The horned monkey on my back...Be it that my words climb and crawl from dark crevicesThey come only to be held at bay.My words howl for action.Yet my threats are empty until I fulfill them.It is the although and now that make them into promises.Come close so I may place one of your thorns in your brittle veins,Allow me to play my hand just once and bring you to agony.Your life will never be mine, but you will know my hatred of you.
The WritersPapyrusSmell it upon thy noseAs lungs of graphiteBreathe in the bodyImmortalShapely and refinedLast foreverCrisp and sharpVerily it is soPerchance we will meetOur souls are blackInk poisoningRotten to the coreFlaking inspirationVile spittingBeautiful creationsOf our third eyeDost thou see it!The lightThe bright shining light that calls to usSilken tonesFlow like waterTowards homeThe heartHarkWhat music doth flowMuffled and silencedBy its cage of woodPitiful bindingsWe shall never break freeSmell our stench of determinationHear our mutter ramblingsTaste our words as we force them into your mouthsSit still!Watch as we carve our creationsChisel and hammerDance little puppet!Dance for us!Do our biddingWe are your MastersWe shall last forever.We are the Writers.
Describe Your LifeDescribe Your Life.AwakeArise,And appear.From your pre-destined slumber.Life's lottery has selected your number.Live,LaughAnd love.Your way through this world.These feelings can't be bought nor sold.Struggle,StressAnd survive.Through the hardships and pain.These feelings have proven impossible to tame.Deteriorate,DisintegrateAnd die.Every story must have an end.Life is one process which is impossible to extend.There are countless words to describe your life.Living is something you cannot experience twice.Make mistakes, learn from them and prosper.We are all apart of an ever changing roster.Enjoy the time that we have here.Take no notice of the conclusion that draws near.Death will be heard by the tolerant ear.Kela lewis-morin
Where I am knownMy heart is at homein breezy points,for it knows not warmthto be comfortably smothered.but my soul feels most safewhen hidden away,for it fears the commitmentof being committed.and what of me?I feel most safeinside phantoms of darkness,where one cannnot know my craving…for I crave the destructingpresence of company…always aching, itching, burning.
Keep on DreamingThere are dreams in this worldDreams of anything and everyoneDreams are more than we believeMore than we actually dreamDreams inspireWith a bit of faithDreams can become realityDream on, keep dreamingYou never know where those dreams may go.Dreams change the worldDreams can do anythingDreams created the worldAs everything that ever is, or was,Began with a dream.Keep on dreaming~
The KeyThere's a key that I've hidden away.Beneath the trinkets and lace.I've kept it buried deep.In hopes no one will find it's hiding place.It holds treasure.That's rarely been touched.I've kept it hidden.It's been shattered enough.If by some unusual miracle.You stumble by it's place of rest.Hold it safely in your hands.And never let it go.
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