You're My PoisonI'm dyingThe pain seeps throughClutching at my heartRipping it to shreds,You merely watchPretending you're not the cuaseSeeing me die slowlyEvery time you leave me,But you returnAs you always doSlowly sucking the poison outThat you yourself placedAnd i begin to forget,Just for a moment,And fall back into love with you again.And with every kissEvery time we fuckEvery second i spend loving you,I feel the poisonSeeping back into my heartAnd with everytime you leave mei begin to die againWhile you pretend not to see.You're the poison and the antitodeMy killer and saviourThe reason i want to liveWhile i slit my wrists,You're my poisonMy andidoteAnd my addictionAs i continue to drink you inAnd choke you down
You Gave Me A StarLast night you gave me a starA resplendent little lightYou made it a surpriseHiding it behind your thumb all nightSo I wouldn't noticeThe new twinkleIn our night's skyTill finally"Without further ado"You whispered to meAs you showed meOur own little islandIn a sea of darkness and wonder."Make a wish"you smiled bashfully"Its your star after all"And I wishedI wished a million timesOn that tiny lightThat one dayI might be able to give youAll the stars in our sky.
Only My ImaginationI can see you, your short brown hair your big brown eyes your smile that always gives me butterflies.I can taste you, savory on my lips tangy in my mouth sweet on my tongue. I can hear you, your calm breathing next to my ear your steady heartbeat against my chest your soothing voice.I can feel you, warm against my skin cool to the touch burning with our joint passion.I can smell you, your cool masculine musk your fresh clean skin hair your strong spiced deodorant
I'm weaker than you.I'm weaker than you.You're stronger than me.So what?That does notGive you the right to laugh at me,To beat me up and spit on me.Where all I can oppose you withAre the tears running through my hands,disappearing in the ground.But you are doing it nonetheless.You succeeded.Not much left of me.So stop?No, you don't.You're enjoying your superiority.For you it's just a game, a prank.But you're turning me cold.All I can do is collectingthose frozen tears of hateBut you continue nonetheless.You'll never stop.I can't do anything.So wrong!Even soall your life you laughed at me,Beat me up and spit on me,I do not have the right to poison you,plunging my tears into your flesh,laughing for the first time and the last.But I'm doing it nonetheless.
She has those hushed winter lungs"Silence equals Death"Gash out my confessions,push me to the edge of miseryso I can screech out the truthbefore my voice attacks my essence.I made my heart weak and left myeyes stained on my shirt; I'veaccumulated verses of agony, butmy vocals cords are tangledwith fear.You never stop sinking yourresistance into my neck andnow I've grown silent & frozenbecause I murdered myself behindwalls of memories.
Dancing a PrayerWildfire in my veinsSweeping Burning InvigoratingDance, child, danceHeat washes over meBonfire blazing Inviting CompellingCan’t you feel it?Starting in slow circlesSwaying to the drum beats Turning ReelingThis is your offeringI dance out my prayerIn the sweet summer night Remembering ThankingKnow I dance with youFor I am the blood and breath within Always touching Never partedHere in this place, we are one.Loki, I stand on the edge of desire Dancing my death on the funeral pyreSet me aflame, love, and I’ll burn for you
Five Dads Five Dads In this life I've had 5 dadsA story behind each oneIn this life I've had 5 dadsAll of them claimed to call me sonThe first couldn't control his urges or desiresSo he grabbed a women, and by force I was siredTo this day I look in the mirror,and I see the scars of his pastI was a child never wanted, it was never meant to lastThe second took me in, when I was cast outHe raised me and loved me, till a new wife came aboutI guess it goes to showThat with affection you never knowWhat is real and what is fakeEven if a young boys heart is at stakeThe third was a savage, that claimed protection and comfortSo my mother took him in, but only pain did he contortThe first month was great, everyone was happyBut then quickly the beatingsEnded every dream that was sappyAs the police car pulled awayMy heart laid shattered and brokenBut the story does not endThe fourth nightmare must be spokenHe claimed to be a man of honor and respectBut when he was
Welcome to WonderlandFalling down, down, downSpinning 'round and 'roundAll around, the ticking of clocksSuch a discordant soundRight is left and left is rightNight is day and day is nightUp is down and down is upLife is death and death is lifeVoices whisper from every nicheScreams echo and cause a twitchClaws and teeth threaten to killEyes wild with bliss of such a thrillRun, hide, fight, or pleadNothing shall work, nothing you needThe sun and moon will laugh as you cryAs the Queen shrieks her commands to the skyBlood forms penumbras as heads rollA cry of defiance with each bell tollThe jury turns in accord, madness shining brightTheir question full of words to make your skin crawl with fright"ArE yOu AlIcE?"T i c kT o c kT i c kT o c k"OfF wItH hEr HeAd!"~Welcome to Wonderland, Alice~
Facing ForwardThey don't know who I amThey don't know what I've gone through And even when it hurts And even when there is pain I wonder ifIf They could Survive the sameTheir words may stingAnd Their laughter may Make me Cry But there's no way thatI'm going to let Life pass me by And people may talk And they might judge But it's who I am Who I was meant to beAnd nothing Could ever take that away From me
The VowsWe stood at the altarIn the fresh aesthetics of springYou took my hand in yoursAnd slid on that fateful ringI wore a fair dressClothed in a flurry of whiteThe poison smileOn my wedding, the only blightSo beautiful it wasMy dress stained redOur passion unbiddenI took off your headWe promised loveTill death do us partAnd it shallFor your head, take my heartMy dear, my darlingForget me notHonor our righteous vowsAnd love me till I rotBlissfully contentWe vowed foreverLet my loveBury us together
Free Spirit Fail SafeUnhinged, the floodgates collapseThe waters weighed so heavily on them that in the dark of nightdo they unwillingly liberate the transparent stillbornunto the dry soil once adjacent to the gates.Two clocks tick, their gears turning at the uneven tempoUnwound, rusting to a screeching halt on the command of the flood.Time stops at the hinder, And neutrality dies on impact.What a sight as I close my eyes,Late at night when energy dies.Taken to flight my psyche then flies.Do as one might, the cold sweat brings about my cries.Fighting my fight, in where my imagination liesThe withered flowers ashen and in bloomBe my soul to cower, from the ever impending doom.Two clocks tick, one my own and the other my fate.The flood arrives to consumeand to the end does the time die and go black...Open my eyes to the dark if nightAn abyss before me to lay back down...down where the floodgates come unhingedand my imagination lies.
By Hatred My OdeThe largest thorn of the thicket comes constant to my side...My attempts to remove have only placed in through my hand.My prayers are weakened as I am bound by pain.By hatred my ode to you, is but a psalm to them all...All whom can relate...all whom can hate.Find me, my grace! Lest you hide from my dark passenger,The horned monkey on my back...Be it that my words climb and crawl from dark crevicesThey come only to be held at bay.My words howl for action.Yet my threats are empty until I fulfill them.It is the although and now that make them into promises.Come close so I may place one of your thorns in your brittle veins,Allow me to play my hand just once and bring you to agony.Your life will never be mine, but you will know my hatred of you.
The WritersPapyrusSmell it upon thy noseAs lungs of graphiteBreathe in the bodyImmortalShapely and refinedLast foreverCrisp and sharpVerily it is soPerchance we will meetOur souls are blackInk poisoningRotten to the coreFlaking inspirationVile spittingBeautiful creationsOf our third eyeDost thou see it!The lightThe bright shining light that calls to usSilken tonesFlow like waterTowards homeThe heartHarkWhat music doth flowMuffled and silencedBy its cage of woodPitiful bindingsWe shall never break freeSmell our stench of determinationHear our mutter ramblingsTaste our words as we force them into your mouthsSit still!Watch as we carve our creationsChisel and hammerDance little puppet!Dance for us!Do our biddingWe are your MastersWe shall last forever.We are the Writers.
WistfullyI want to make loveTo your thoughtsI want to caress your secretsLike what they areUnder our coversWith unlimited tendernessAnd a touch of shameI want to reach down your throatAnd pull out your desires,String them alongOne by oneLike pearlsUntil I can hold them in my handsAnd admire their shineI want to crush your dreamsUnder the certainty of the futureSo intenselyAnd so deeplyThey turn into diamondsAnd when you speak your wordsOf loveI can admire the facets we cut togetherI want to know you intimatelyIn ways not spoken ofOutside of a poet's dreamAnd to sleep inside themUntil I sleep in your arms.
Trust me.Are you okay?Ahah. Yes I am. I'm just tired.Tired of? Come on, talk to me.Sigh. You don't want to know.Yes, yes I do. I care about you. What's the problem?Trust me. You don't want to know.Try me.Fine. I drag it again and again everyday on my back.It attacks me,Sometimes once a month,Sometimes once in a week,Sometimes once a day.It ushers me,To be braver than I am,To do more than I possibly ever could.And I'm okay with that, sometimes, even glad.I feed it, I tend to it, I nurture "it's" ways, and give in all the time.It requires too much of me, for the only way to feed it is through my blood and tears, for that is what it requires to bloom. The worst part of it I hear you ask?I don't even try to stop it.You see, It leaves these marks, these straight lines, about five tones darker than my actual skin colour, and they happen to love my ankles. What? What are you trying to tell me?What the hell do you think?I cut.
Your DestinySick and tired of pleasing the same man every nightBut don’t want to deal with having another fightLost your wings that would allow you to take flightDead in the world that ignores your every wordBefriended the ghosts that have suffered your fateStill you realize that you’re far too lateYou cry in my arms as you accept your destinyLost in the charms filled with ecstasyCrushed by the sorrow sugar-coated by loveTrapped in a box with no escape to the worldYour hunt for freedom is little more than a dreamThat you already know is forever out of your graspHeartbroken and lonely you tried to take your lifeOnly to stop when you realized that you couldn’t find a knifeThe whispers of your friends are slowly disappearingYou wonder why you fall in love with a man with no soulNow there is a reason for you not to loveBuild up a wall and protect your own soulYou cry in my arms as you accept your destinyLost in the charms filled with ecstasyCrushed by the sorrow s
TogetherWe will be together.I can hear your laughter,like music chimes on the wind.And your smile is radiance,like the sun it warms me.Your touch is soft and gentle,fingers brush tears from my cheek.And I taste your lips against mine,sweeter than any chocolate.But you become ash in my mouth,and slip through my fingers like sand.For you are a hope and a dream,a lie my mind made and my heart believes.Are you real or just a phantom,a simple figment of my rumination?Do you stare at the same stars in longing,or are you like the void that separates them?My heart says that you too are waiting,for what cradles you in imagination.We will be together.Someday.
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